constrained to be a debtor

I haven't written too much about emotions on this tour, I don't think. I've been a little too busy to really take stock of my feelings... and, to tell the truth, I don't know how much I really want to reveal. I certainly don't want this to become some pour-out where I cry and moan about every little thing that doesn't go my way.

Nonetheless...

Have you ever had a day where you just started feeling stupid? Occasionally, I'll have a depressing day for no reason. This afternoon, I felt a crushing weight. I've been paying attention to my posture lately. Trying to sit up, stand up straight and such. This weight drives my shoulders down, my chest in. I really can't wait to see my wife and my friends again. As much as I like to hang out with the guys on the crew, I'm due for some time with people who share my sense of humor. Not that I don't have a good time with everyone... But don't you love the feeling when you hang out with someone that you've laughed with for years?

Here's to a good show, a safe drive and holidays with the family. I hope all is well with you and yours.